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This is to the certain person who posted on the last entry (whom I've made "Friends only" as it should've been, and deleted the comments)
Good job on those comments. I can guess who you probably are now. Now, my reply:
Maybe you're right, maybe it was terrible to say the things I said about Juny. Though I am very amused that you took the things I said seriously. Welcome to my journal. Welcome to my rantfest, welcome to the place where I will say the most twisted shit you could read. This is the garbage of my mind where I will take the time to vent and release the stresses that I've built up.
Now, you claim you know me. Hell you just posted TWO pages of epic explaining what you MIGHT know about me.
Guess what. You are so wrong, it's unbelievable.
First off. you claim that I would discriminate against Juny.
Never in my life have I ever discriminated against anyone. sure, I can understand that you're angry about shit I posted. It's understandable, but too damn bad if you get offended. Again, this is where I will release my inner most thoughts. Sure, it must've been harsh, hell I'll admit, it a was very harsh thing to say. I say a lot of shit, but whatever. Sometimes I look back at the thing I say, and I even tell myself "Damn, I can't believe that I wrote these things." I try to be extra nice to people around me, I try to be helpful, including at my work. Sometimes people press my buttons and try my patience.
Now as for this Ashley thing. I said it several times, and I will say it again. Ashley, over the most of the year, had repeatedly tried to put moves on me. She tells me how much she misses me, even when she was with Armando, whom she claimed that he was beating her and treating her like shit. If you are who I think you are, I do recall that you had your own personal reservations toward him. Base on that, when Ashley told me that she was dating him, I had concerns about him. But then she tells me a LOT of things that some of it didn't make any sense. Then she claims that she was breaking up with him. the story just goes on and on. To be honest, I'm sorry that it had to end like it did, with Ashley spewing lies everywhere. I'm sorry to see that you even believed her lies.
Now, as for my life, as you have explained in great details. While you are wrong on a lot of counts, I will admit that I'm not even happy with my life. I've been angry at myself for God knows how long. I have no drive, no motivation, non whatsoever to work hard enough to get the A's that I should be working for. Instead I just slack off. Yes, that's a problem, and there's no excuse for it, but gee thanks for rubbing it in. I know for sure that there is a LOT of shit with myself that I need to fix, but first and foremost, all I Care about, right now, is to get this degree over with and move on, while I figure out what I want to do with my life.
Lastly, I don't harass people. I've NEVER in my life have ever harassed you, nor do I intend to do so at all, and that is the same for Juny, and any one else. I will say shit here, some people take some things seriously (which amuses me when that happens), and will take it personally. Just because I said a whole lot of shit (Which I got rid of, because I felt bad about the shit I said), doesn't mean I'm out to get that person.
Good job on those comments. I can guess who you probably are now. Now, my reply:
Maybe you're right, maybe it was terrible to say the things I said about Juny. Though I am very amused that you took the things I said seriously. Welcome to my journal. Welcome to my rantfest, welcome to the place where I will say the most twisted shit you could read. This is the garbage of my mind where I will take the time to vent and release the stresses that I've built up.
Now, you claim you know me. Hell you just posted TWO pages of epic explaining what you MIGHT know about me.
Guess what. You are so wrong, it's unbelievable.
First off. you claim that I would discriminate against Juny.
Never in my life have I ever discriminated against anyone. sure, I can understand that you're angry about shit I posted. It's understandable, but too damn bad if you get offended. Again, this is where I will release my inner most thoughts. Sure, it must've been harsh, hell I'll admit, it a was very harsh thing to say. I say a lot of shit, but whatever. Sometimes I look back at the thing I say, and I even tell myself "Damn, I can't believe that I wrote these things." I try to be extra nice to people around me, I try to be helpful, including at my work. Sometimes people press my buttons and try my patience.
Now as for this Ashley thing. I said it several times, and I will say it again. Ashley, over the most of the year, had repeatedly tried to put moves on me. She tells me how much she misses me, even when she was with Armando, whom she claimed that he was beating her and treating her like shit. If you are who I think you are, I do recall that you had your own personal reservations toward him. Base on that, when Ashley told me that she was dating him, I had concerns about him. But then she tells me a LOT of things that some of it didn't make any sense. Then she claims that she was breaking up with him. the story just goes on and on. To be honest, I'm sorry that it had to end like it did, with Ashley spewing lies everywhere. I'm sorry to see that you even believed her lies.
Now, as for my life, as you have explained in great details. While you are wrong on a lot of counts, I will admit that I'm not even happy with my life. I've been angry at myself for God knows how long. I have no drive, no motivation, non whatsoever to work hard enough to get the A's that I should be working for. Instead I just slack off. Yes, that's a problem, and there's no excuse for it, but gee thanks for rubbing it in. I know for sure that there is a LOT of shit with myself that I need to fix, but first and foremost, all I Care about, right now, is to get this degree over with and move on, while I figure out what I want to do with my life.
Lastly, I don't harass people. I've NEVER in my life have ever harassed you, nor do I intend to do so at all, and that is the same for Juny, and any one else. I will say shit here, some people take some things seriously (which amuses me when that happens), and will take it personally. Just because I said a whole lot of shit (Which I got rid of, because I felt bad about the shit I said), doesn't mean I'm out to get that person.