Oct 23, 2008 01:59
I love my job.
I love my job, but my hours are odd.
SO odd that my body is all weird and mixed up, you know why??
I'm a night owl, a NIGHT OWL, but I made an effort in the past several months to get myself to bed at a decent hour and I've done a pretty good job and was pretty much normal, going to bed at 2ish at the latest.
But then this job, this job I love has me working at 5AM, which normally would be awesome because I'm naturally most awake when it's dark outside, but I've been all normal lately.
So I can't sleep before 2am, then I had to wake up at 3:30 to be ready to leave my house by 4:20 so I can be at work by 5am. Then I'm all sleepy when I get home and I end up sleeping from noon to 6pm and then I'm awake again for another 12 hourse so I can't go to sleep until 6am, but then I'm not really used to being awake so early so I'm all groggy and I finally end up passing out around noonish again, but on no I have to wake up and get ready work at 4pm and then I get home and I'm still tired so I sleep until 2am and then I'm up and can't sleep at ALL until 8am. Yes I'm lying awake in bed, trying to get sleepy but I can't and I just am awake. Awake staring at nothing in the dark, trying trying, and then suddenly it's light outside and I pass out again around noon and wake up at 4ish and am awake until who knows and I'm still wide awake and I can't sleep
and I even tried drinking two shots of vodka to make me sleepy, but I'm all screwy and can't sleep.
I CAN'T SLEEP AND IT'S MAKING ME A LITTLE CRAZY.
CRAAAAAAAAAAAZY.
The vodka didn't work.
Now I'm drunk and awake
and everyone is asleep like they should be and I wish I could join them, but I can't. I WANT TO SLEEP at night!! It took me months to turn around my nightowl ways and I don't want to go back. I want to sleep.
Tomorrow, I'm SO SO SO buying nyquil. And I'm chuggin that sh*t.
AND I WILL F*CKING SLEEP AND IF I DON'T SO HELP ME GOD....I WILL REALLY LOSE IT THEN!!!
Oh and Happy Birthday Kebrhea and...
Pluto is adorable.
I feel like a noodle.
Oy.