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[gintsukii]

I returned home tonight after completing over a week and a half of straight house-sitting. I can't wait to sleep in my own bed with my own little bed-hog (namely the cat), and my own blankets and billions of pillows. But that's not why I'm posting

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[lime_coconut]

That is very lame. I want to apologize Rachel *hugs* You are right. people, including me, should not talk about other people "behind their back." Of course it's hard to avoid sometimes, such as asking someone how someone else is doing, but dwelling on the negative is bad. I'm not sure how you feel about me right now, or if you would like to contact me again. But I just want to let you know how sorry I am that I hurt you, and that I would like to make amends and remain your friend. Please call/e-mail me or whatever so we can talk if you would like to.

I am very concerned about you. I don't know what upset you that night before you left, but I've noticed this happens often. I'm concerned that you have so many triggers that can set you off in a public setting. Sometimes it feels like I'm walking on glass around you so that nothing will be triggered. I hope you can see what I mean, know that I love you as one of my dear friends, and be able to take a look at this aspect of your life and try to find out why it's there. I don't think it's healthy love, and I hate to see you hurting.