A song by one of my favorite bands that aptly describes me at the moment...I think
Almost Happy
If I could look beyond your face
And photograph your hidden place
Would I find you smiling in the picture?
I don't know what you want
Because you don't know,
So what's the point of asking?
You're almost happy,
Almost content,
But your head hurts.
Far too many ways to go
We learn so much, but never know
Where to look
Or when we should stop looking.
I can love the whole of you.
The poetry I stole from you
And hide inside my stomach.
You're almost happy,
Almost content,
But your head hurts.
It's easy to get lost in you
And fall asleep inside of you.
I want to return to you.
A reason to be here,
A reason to be here.
No, I don't know what you want
And you don't know
So what's the point of asking?
You're almost happy,
Almost content,
But your head hurts.
If I could look beyond your face
And photograph your hidden place
Would I find you smiling in the picture?
I don't know what you want
Because you don't know,
So what's the point of asking?
You're almost happy,
Almost content,
But your head hurts.
Far too many ways to go
We learn so much, but never know
Where to look
Or when we should stop looking.
I can love the whole of you.
The poetry I stole from you
And hide inside my stomach.
You're almost happy,
Almost content,
But your head hurts.
It's easy to get lost in you
And fall asleep inside of you.
I want to return to you.
A reason to be here,
A reason to be here.
No, I don't know what you want
And you don't know
So what's the point of asking?
You're almost happy,
Almost content,
But your head hurts.