Not a post so much as a series of thoughts published
So I've been losing weight, *omggaspofsurprise* and I figured out what's causing it (because I'm certainly not being as active as I'd planned). I don't eat. That's it. I just. don't. eat. And it's not that I'm not hungry or anything. I'm hungry all the damn time (although I know that has something to do with emotional eating v. hunger eating, but I'm not about to get into that here), I'm just usually at school, and more oftenly broke and people aren't always willing to spare some change so I can get a bag of M&M's. Though some do, and for that I thank them. But when I get home, I usually don't eat anything that's not already cooked because I'm tired. I don't get enough sleep and am usually exhausted physcially, mentally, and emotionally by the end of the day. So I don't eat because I'm too tired to cook and then don't have the desire to eat. Therefore, I don't eat. At all. Not that I totally mind. I could stand to lose a pound or fifty. But I am a tiny bit concerened when I don't even want to eat. Hmm...
No, I don't have an eating disorder. I'm just not hungry, and too lazy to cook. Although I am hungry now, but that's because I haven't eaten since one this morning, so it's to be expected.
No, I don't have an eating disorder. I'm just not hungry, and too lazy to cook. Although I am hungry now, but that's because I haven't eaten since one this morning, so it's to be expected.