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I'm feeling super angry and somewhat sad. I've been getting the feeling that people aren't being 100% honest with me, and that some are even using me or taking me for granted. And that feeling fucking sucks. Believe it or not, I like doing things for other people. I like helping them out, or baking cookies for them just because. If I had the funds, I'd buy people presents randomly, just to say, "Hi." But I've come to realize that that feeling of wanting to make other people happy without any expectations, actually just makes me a fucking douche-bag.