I hate to be a drama queen.
The good news in Sashiland is that she is going to be a professional model and actor. I have been accepted by an agency and i will start modeling classes in July after my return from Europe. Well at the end of the month at least. So i get to go to college, AND model. All too good to be true... now all i have to do if find self confidence and weigh loss along the way. I know its not something i can really FIND. Its what i have to work at. So i have to eat and be lazy less. And talking in front of millions of people won't frighten me once i've become this new me. A better me... i hate how i alwaysn say a new me and i don't do it. And i always feel like a failure. I have to before i get to MICA. I have to make this money to afford MICa and pursue my goals in life. I also realized i need friend who will be there for me. Some active supporting friends with similar interests of coarse. Wish me luck.