Wake up....
I was just scrolling through an Urban Model/Commercial Print website. All the models that are my height (5'5) are around 115lbs.
I need to lose 20-25lbs.
I need to get into serious shape.
This 130/135 is just not cutting it.
What I don't get, is that @ 130 I look so thin....like my friends say too thing. Maybe it's just because they're not used to seeing me that way? Maybe some of my weight is muscle? I don't know but.....
I feel like I can never be 115. The las time I was that weight I was in the 6th grade. I feel like I would have to shed mad muscle. Maybe I can do 125 and count for 10lbs of muscle? I'm so confused! I'm gonna email my one model friend....
I need to lose 20-25lbs.
I need to get into serious shape.
This 130/135 is just not cutting it.
What I don't get, is that @ 130 I look so thin....like my friends say too thing. Maybe it's just because they're not used to seeing me that way? Maybe some of my weight is muscle? I don't know but.....
I feel like I can never be 115. The las time I was that weight I was in the 6th grade. I feel like I would have to shed mad muscle. Maybe I can do 125 and count for 10lbs of muscle? I'm so confused! I'm gonna email my one model friend....