Screw This...

[ginnybinny]

I'm having just about the worst night since I've been here. Michelle is so hell bent on going out and getting drunk with the Sigma Nu boys, and for some reason I'm not in the mood to party. I think it's because I've had a bad day. I talked to Travis earlier, and he was having a bad day because of his job, and all his friends were going to the 12 Years Wasted show tonight, and he was just really upset. I mentioned coming out to see him tonight and he said he really would like that, so being a girl, I got my hopes up. Well, needless to say his day got better, his parents weren't mad at him anymore and everything got worked out with his job. Jason and a few people stayed back from the 12 Years show, and he had something to do, so when I called him he wasn't really enthusiastic about seeing me anymore. Basically, he wants a night with the guys now, which really hurts me. He said that I am who he comes to when he's down and it sounded like a good idea to hang out, but now he had other plans and not to take it so hard. He said he'd come to Denton a lot latley, but the only time he came out to see me was ONCE, every other time he's been out to Denton he hasn't seen me, in fact, I haven't seen him in around three days.. so it's not like we've hung out all week or anything.

So.. I just feel really unspecial and unwanted. Rustin is playing raquetball with a friend and then probably going to play poker tonight, so I won't see him, and Sigma Nu Blake went to Rowlette to go see some of his friends from highschool, so I'm alone. I could get all dressed up and go with Michelle to see the Sigma Nu boys, but for some reason I'm not wanting to spend much time with her.. she annoys me a lot. It's not her fault, it's her ADHD that she doesn't take any medicine for.

In other News: I got an 86 on my Algebra test!! I'm so exited because I thought I was going to fail that test for sure, and I'm really happy because I haven't made a grade that good in so long.