Sep 14, 2004 15:53
Okay.. so like I said, I'm a freshman at the University of North Texas! It was my first choice in colleges, and the only other one I considered going to was Stephen F. Austin but I didn't want to have to move 3 and 1/2 hours away.
Travis and I broke up for good in April of this year, after my senior prom. And, as I'd mentioned, I started a little summer fling with Joel, the object of my lust for the past 2 years. He was such a sweet guy, and he was friends with Andrew, who I met last summer. We hung out a LOT, all night usually, I'd pick him up at 10 or 11, and we'd chill until 6 in the morning. We did a lot of fun things together, and I'm glad that we had whatever it was that we had. He never claimed me as the girl he was dating, and I never straight out said we were dating either, but I think it was obvious I liked him a lot more than he liked me. Not to say that he didn't like me.. but I would have been his girlfriend, whereas that possibility never would have entered into his head. He is really focused on his band though so it's probably better it never progressed.
We had a huge dilema in our family. My mom had an affair with some person at her work and my dad found out. The past four months have been this battle between my mom and my dad. My mom claims to want to come back to my dad and she also claims she is sorry for what she did, but with my dad being a lawyer and having all the resources that he does, has found evidence supporting the opposite. I don't know what is wrong with my mom, but she isn't treating my dad the way he should be treated. My dad has made a lot of mistakes as a husband and a father, but none that are irreprable, or at least I didn't think any of them were. My dad and I got a lot closer this summer when my mom moved out into her own appartment. At first I was really sad to see her go, but a lot of her true colors were shown when she didn't call me for weeks on end and didn't make any attempt at being my friend anymore, as of right now we are working on fixing our relationship, but as she continues to toy with my dad's emotions my respect goes lower and lower where she is concerned.
College life is different from highschool in a lot of ways, but the same drama applies. Certian groups of people, from what I've experienced, mostly the greeks, like to get into each other's buisness and talk a lot about each other behind their backs. I thought about joining a sorority but I don't really know if I will. I've made some new friends and managed to stay close with people like Travis back home.
Dio ended up hooking up with Tiffany, and they are now engaged. He moved to Lubbock a few days ago with Damian and Tiff and their little pitbull puppy. Alisha and her daughter Alicia, moved in with a woman from her church. I talk to Dio a lot still, but I haven't spoken to Alisha in a few weeks, I need to call her.
I have a lot of studying to do, then I have to wake up early and go to the doctor in Dallas tomorrow. I'm looking forward to spending time with my parents, as strange as it sounds I really do miss them.