Jun 20, 2004 16:41
Hmm well I geuss I most regret loosing my brother Percy. No actually , scrap that I dont regret it becuase it was his fault.
I dont know what else, I suppose , well I've seen people who I liked , who were friends , one in particular die and I wish it hadn't happened. But does that count?
If not then I regret loosing my naivety. Before I started Hogwarts, before that day in Flourish and Blotts I was a wonderfully unaware 11yr old but then it all changed.
Don't get me wrong , I wasn't exactly sheltered, how could I be living with Fred and George?
But what I mean is I was posessed by ...V-V- ..oh this is silly! *takes deep breath* Voldemort. There, and I nearly died and I've had my school patrolled by dementors , Iv'e seen one of my best friends disappear into thin air and then returned battered and bruised with the news that ..V-..He has returned and then , fun beyonfd fun! my brother disowns the family , we move into the most discusting house you can imagine full of dark arts , my dad is attacked by a giant snake , Harry and Fred and George get chucked off the Quidditch team and for some reason I decide to step in as seeker (still haven't worked out why I did that) , an oh the small matter of vivistign the department of mysteries and having my ankle broken by a death-eater while ..well..while one the worst nights of all our lives played out around us.
I don't resent my situation , the one that put me where Iam. I'm actually grateful , I wouldn't trade the life I have or the friends for anything.
I geuss somethimes we all wish that we could pretend none of it had ever happend , that we could go on naive to it all.
But then what would be the point?
Its all worth it really , thats , thats what I think Sirius would have said.
I hope so anyway.