17 August
I feel like an idiot.
I want to write his name in this stupid journal with little hearts around it, and say things like, 'Draco Malfoy is ever so dreamy.'
Because you know, he really, really is.
And sarcastic. And sort of snarky. And a little self centred. But, you know, whatever.
I thought, when we started this, that it was going to be completely physical. We have such chemistry, you know? And then he sent me all those underthings... lacy knickers and silky bras, in all colors of the rainbow...
I think secretly? Maybe? That he got a bit self-conscious about that, making me feel as if he were owed something or other.
I don't feel that, by the by. When we do... that... it will be because I want to and he wants to and when the time is right.
I really thought it would be last night. But honestly, we ate dinner and had dessert, and then we stayed up 'til all hours talking. An kissing. And kissing some more. And he Apparated me home, made sure I was safe, and then kissed me and left.
Seriously. EVER so dreamy.
I am an idiot.
I want to write his name in this stupid journal with little hearts around it, and say things like, 'Draco Malfoy is ever so dreamy.'
Because you know, he really, really is.
And sarcastic. And sort of snarky. And a little self centred. But, you know, whatever.
I thought, when we started this, that it was going to be completely physical. We have such chemistry, you know? And then he sent me all those underthings... lacy knickers and silky bras, in all colors of the rainbow...
I think secretly? Maybe? That he got a bit self-conscious about that, making me feel as if he were owed something or other.
I don't feel that, by the by. When we do... that... it will be because I want to and he wants to and when the time is right.
I really thought it would be last night. But honestly, we ate dinner and had dessert, and then we stayed up 'til all hours talking. An kissing. And kissing some more. And he Apparated me home, made sure I was safe, and then kissed me and left.
Seriously. EVER so dreamy.
I am an idiot.