this week
second visit to glaucoma specialist today for another scan of the back of my eyes. Its the second one I've had and so far it all looks good, there has been no change whatsoever. Yes there is an abnormality but its hopefully congenital. Another scan in six months.
James has a birthday coming up. He'll be 13 in May. Doesn't feel like that long ago I first saw his tiny little worried face.
So that all starts me up with the thoughts.. will he hate me for being away...will friends hate me for not having much contact.. sigh. I regret the loss of some close friendships, ones that I was made to feel (by others) that I was not really as close as they were. Meh.
James has a birthday coming up. He'll be 13 in May. Doesn't feel like that long ago I first saw his tiny little worried face.
So that all starts me up with the thoughts.. will he hate me for being away...will friends hate me for not having much contact.. sigh. I regret the loss of some close friendships, ones that I was made to feel (by others) that I was not really as close as they were. Meh.