Sodding Idiot
In regards to the previous entry.
But that will be the end, I don't think on it, I won't speak on it. I don't need to--I"ll never forget it.
SO yeah. Here we are again. Quite the long hiatus, but I believe that deep down, in some ways good old LJ is therapeutic for me. Now of course that there is no longer any vanity associated with it.
22 years old now.
So vet school, I did it. I'm here, halfway through semester two. It's well, interesting not quite what I had in mind, but I'm more excited about my profession than ever. It just a matter of putting one's head down and storming through the next two and a half three year with guns blazing. It's good, just completely life consuming.
I was just looking back, catching up with myself, reading over old fears. Specifically those citing the exact lace I am at in my life. Things are different, yes, they've changed. I don't feel the old fun, I once did. But it might just be that its still a time of transition. Making new friends, it isn't easy. I'm not satisfied with superficial relationships, the ones where we go and get drunk together and do naught save complain about school. Its been 6 months, yet really I don't know anyone at all. Although I do realize that right now, that might be all we have time for. Someone said, "I have big plans for electives." Yes, I do too.
I miss my friends dreadfully as of late. They're all gone of course. Keeping in touch, well we try, but its hard. Life has taken us in different direction and our individual lives are quite full and busy it seems. LYNLEIGH IS GETTING MARRIED IN JULY. True facts.
It will get better my manual optimism starts tonight as I get my mind right in more ways than one. I'm leaving behind the old BC tonight. That is my latest news, my own personal saga. After four years on it I began to wonder which parts of my personality are really me? It's probably time to find out. I've been feeling un-characteristically off lately. Order, its time to maintain some sort of order!
But life (minus my hopefully soon to be remideyed moodiness) couldn't be better.
Just trying to figure out a few kinks.
But that will be the end, I don't think on it, I won't speak on it. I don't need to--I"ll never forget it.
SO yeah. Here we are again. Quite the long hiatus, but I believe that deep down, in some ways good old LJ is therapeutic for me. Now of course that there is no longer any vanity associated with it.
22 years old now.
So vet school, I did it. I'm here, halfway through semester two. It's well, interesting not quite what I had in mind, but I'm more excited about my profession than ever. It just a matter of putting one's head down and storming through the next two and a half three year with guns blazing. It's good, just completely life consuming.
I was just looking back, catching up with myself, reading over old fears. Specifically those citing the exact lace I am at in my life. Things are different, yes, they've changed. I don't feel the old fun, I once did. But it might just be that its still a time of transition. Making new friends, it isn't easy. I'm not satisfied with superficial relationships, the ones where we go and get drunk together and do naught save complain about school. Its been 6 months, yet really I don't know anyone at all. Although I do realize that right now, that might be all we have time for. Someone said, "I have big plans for electives." Yes, I do too.
I miss my friends dreadfully as of late. They're all gone of course. Keeping in touch, well we try, but its hard. Life has taken us in different direction and our individual lives are quite full and busy it seems. LYNLEIGH IS GETTING MARRIED IN JULY. True facts.
It will get better my manual optimism starts tonight as I get my mind right in more ways than one. I'm leaving behind the old BC tonight. That is my latest news, my own personal saga. After four years on it I began to wonder which parts of my personality are really me? It's probably time to find out. I've been feeling un-characteristically off lately. Order, its time to maintain some sort of order!
But life (minus my hopefully soon to be remideyed moodiness) couldn't be better.
Just trying to figure out a few kinks.