Just Once In My Life…
I think it’d be nice…
Just to lose control, just once.
There is something inching to come out of me whenever you come around. I look at your pretty little eyes and my mind races towards the things I wish we could do. Then there is your mischievous smile that I’d like to brush across my lips. I bet you taste nice.
To be honest, right now at this very moment I don’t care if you belong to anyone. That smile just makes me want to toss my control into a box and hide it away.
I’d like to run my fingers through your dark hair that drapes your face. Gently at first but if it got tangled some, I’d give it a little tug. Just to see how you would react.
You can use your fingers to trace my skin, so soft and rough to the touch. I don’t think my lip could recover from the biting you make me do. I’d love to trace my lips across your skin. Taking little nibbles here and there. It wouldn’t be too hard my dear.
If you want we can play it your way, if you play nice. Then can we play my way for a while?
After all that is said and done just feeling the warmth of your embrace is what I need to come back to reality. It would be quite pleasant if that really happened. If I was a completely different person who just did as she pleased forgetting about the consequences.
That just isn’t me though. I am sure you do belong to someone special and I do envy her. You don’t even know my name and that’s a shame. I’d like to hear you say it aloud at least once. If the day should ever come where I decide to throw control away I hope you’re the one I lose it with.
I just want to give credit to Evanescence for the lyrics at the top of this entry. This was inspired after listening to Lose Control - Evanescence.
Just to lose control, just once.
There is something inching to come out of me whenever you come around. I look at your pretty little eyes and my mind races towards the things I wish we could do. Then there is your mischievous smile that I’d like to brush across my lips. I bet you taste nice.
To be honest, right now at this very moment I don’t care if you belong to anyone. That smile just makes me want to toss my control into a box and hide it away.
I’d like to run my fingers through your dark hair that drapes your face. Gently at first but if it got tangled some, I’d give it a little tug. Just to see how you would react.
You can use your fingers to trace my skin, so soft and rough to the touch. I don’t think my lip could recover from the biting you make me do. I’d love to trace my lips across your skin. Taking little nibbles here and there. It wouldn’t be too hard my dear.
If you want we can play it your way, if you play nice. Then can we play my way for a while?
After all that is said and done just feeling the warmth of your embrace is what I need to come back to reality. It would be quite pleasant if that really happened. If I was a completely different person who just did as she pleased forgetting about the consequences.
That just isn’t me though. I am sure you do belong to someone special and I do envy her. You don’t even know my name and that’s a shame. I’d like to hear you say it aloud at least once. If the day should ever come where I decide to throw control away I hope you’re the one I lose it with.
I just want to give credit to Evanescence for the lyrics at the top of this entry. This was inspired after listening to Lose Control - Evanescence.