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[ginginiscool]

am i wrong to feel betrayed? is trust such a major factor in friendships these days? i dont know what im meant to do, they want the truth but then when the truth comes out its too much to handle and they repell it in disbelief

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From the devil himself

[tobleroneneck]

In life, people have to make choices. Usually they're irrelevant choices that are easy to make. Other times, as i've figured out, they are unbelievably difficult to make. It almost feels like your whole life is about to collapse into a huge pile of shit. And that's before you've even made the decision.

When you've met a great group of people that you've gotten to know like the back of you hand for almost 5 years, and your put in a situation where you can see that you will probably lose them and fear that you may never get them back, you will do almost anything to save those friendships.

Louise it was the hardest decision i had to make in my entire life by a mile. And whether or not it was the right decision, I still don't know seven months onwards. I don't know if I had done nothing whether or not everything would've been alright...

And it hurt. It hurt a lot. I took the easy way out and bailed. And the pain that I felt I just offloaded onto you in a spur of the moment comment so I could escape it all.

From the bottom of my heart I'm sorry.

I remember the good times we've had, the bad times we've had, but more importantly I remember the fucking awesome times we've had together and there will always be a place in my heart for you.

You are an amazing girl. Incredibly strong, passionate, loving, caring. You've done it rough in life, but hopefully sometime in the future the world will give it all back to you.

I didn't deserve someone like you and i'm glad you "dislike" me and that I mean next to nothing to you. However you're wrong about how much I value our friendship.

Silly Billy

Re: From the devil himself

[ginginiscool]

i was waiting to reply to this until i felt better about what was said but i still dont know what to think. ive had a really shit night tonight tho so i feel like replying. dont feel bad for anything that was said or done, we both took that relationship too seriously, me hanging on every word u said, when in fact i think it was a friendship and a love as friends that was confused when it comes down to it. i appreciate that u think so highly of me, even if i dont believe i deserve it, but whatever happened last year cannot be taken to heart. with the hsc one can never be too sure of whats really going on, emotions are so confused u just need to learn to take it all with a light heart, something i failed to do miserably. i do treasure what we shared but i feel that i became closer to u as a friend, even when i was ur girlfriend, and that means alot to me. its taken me way to long to say but thank you for ur support last year, it may not have been enough for me at the time but i can now say u were one of the few hat held me together. recent events have put things in perspective for me and it saddens me that we lost our friendship. but in saying that, u will always be Silly to me.