I need an job, an apartment, and that clinic from Eternal Sunshine
So I have money, my own place, and can finally get Ian out of my head.
I am so pathetic, I know. But, it's like, you go through your day, and then it hits you. This person you cared so much about is out of your life, you created this situation where they can't even stand to look at you. It's your fault, and even though you know, deep down, it was not the healthiest of relationships, you still care for this person. It hurts so much. I just wish I could get over him, maybe I do need to leave Georgia, or at least this area. Go to Savannah or Arizona or back to FL, b/c there's just too many memories.
That's all.
I am so pathetic, I know. But, it's like, you go through your day, and then it hits you. This person you cared so much about is out of your life, you created this situation where they can't even stand to look at you. It's your fault, and even though you know, deep down, it was not the healthiest of relationships, you still care for this person. It hurts so much. I just wish I could get over him, maybe I do need to leave Georgia, or at least this area. Go to Savannah or Arizona or back to FL, b/c there's just too many memories.
That's all.