Can't stand it
I am having some FUCKED UP issues, is all I can say. And they're all with myself, how am I supposed to deal with that? You can't escape yrself, believe me i know. just feel like I'm stuck in an undertow, whenever everyhting seems it will be fine I get sucked under again into blackness...there is so much just engulfing and building up...I can't deal with this I wish there was something I could do to make it better, but it looks like I'll just have to pretend some more and act like nothing is wrong when it all is...