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short inner(well, i guess this kind of also makes it outer)mantra to myself:
ok. this needs to be about me... and what i can do for myself and who i want to be and how i can work to deal with my own issues. this cannot be about other people. not even tyler. i have to let life be life. i have to let it come.. and let it happen... and let it be unpredictable. i have to trust that i will be ok. i am a good person. i'm fun. i'm smart. i'm interesting. i'm attractive. i can and will be the girl that's in there... that one that i really want to be and am when i find it inside myself to be comfortable. the one that's starting to show up more often. it will happen.
i will be. someday.
sidenote: freakish fortune cookie from dinner that is the only fortune cookie to ever be relevent to my life...."Courage comes through suffering" If a fortune cookie is going to finally be straight with me, who can argue with that?
However, 2nd fortune cookie of the night did not fail to provide the comic relief.... "Good timber does not grow with ease"
so far, so good
ok. this needs to be about me... and what i can do for myself and who i want to be and how i can work to deal with my own issues. this cannot be about other people. not even tyler. i have to let life be life. i have to let it come.. and let it happen... and let it be unpredictable. i have to trust that i will be ok. i am a good person. i'm fun. i'm smart. i'm interesting. i'm attractive. i can and will be the girl that's in there... that one that i really want to be and am when i find it inside myself to be comfortable. the one that's starting to show up more often. it will happen.
i will be. someday.
sidenote: freakish fortune cookie from dinner that is the only fortune cookie to ever be relevent to my life...."Courage comes through suffering" If a fortune cookie is going to finally be straight with me, who can argue with that?
However, 2nd fortune cookie of the night did not fail to provide the comic relief.... "Good timber does not grow with ease"
so far, so good