SEMI-SAD...yup about Quinton too...i guess i need a life so i don't get disappointed
so yeah Quinton..i was so overly excited about him coming and then he calls to tell me that he kissed another girl...*sigh* i can't say i am mad...just disappointed...and sad...well i have mixed emotions
1.VERY HAPPY that he told me and didn't lie
2.VERY SAD that he would cheat on me
3.VERY RELIEVED to know that he tells me everything even little things
4.SORTA HURT...because i really thought we were more serious than that
5.UNDERSTANDING...i mean i am in another state so it's not like he could kiss me right now...
6.CONFUSED...can't help but wondering if he has feelings for other people...
7.GLAD that i don't have HUGE relationship problems like Angel
8.GRRRRR...is what all these emotions mixed into one equals...
i really really love him...so i can't get mad, but am i setting myself up for failure by putting too much on this realtionship? Can't help but wonder if this is some kind of fling...maybe not...i mean a silly kiss? i give up...OK NOW i'm over it!
wow i guess writing stuff does help! i like 100% honesty...even when it hurts
1.VERY HAPPY that he told me and didn't lie
2.VERY SAD that he would cheat on me
3.VERY RELIEVED to know that he tells me everything even little things
4.SORTA HURT...because i really thought we were more serious than that
5.UNDERSTANDING...i mean i am in another state so it's not like he could kiss me right now...
6.CONFUSED...can't help but wondering if he has feelings for other people...
7.GLAD that i don't have HUGE relationship problems like Angel
8.GRRRRR...is what all these emotions mixed into one equals...
i really really love him...so i can't get mad, but am i setting myself up for failure by putting too much on this realtionship? Can't help but wonder if this is some kind of fling...maybe not...i mean a silly kiss? i give up...OK NOW i'm over it!
wow i guess writing stuff does help! i like 100% honesty...even when it hurts