some things will never make sense

[gingerr]

i just wish i didn't decide to be a hermit for the past few months.
someday, somewhere, we'll make summer fun like we planned.
i'll make you a salad and we'll drink white russians when that mission is accomplished.

you were so loved.
you were so vibrant and enigmatic.
you're going to be missed so much by so many.
thank you for being a good friend to me.
thank you for being half my size and able to drink me under the table.
i could never figure out how the hell you could do it.
you beat me every time we played pool at whipper snappers.
i know you're somewhere moshing with a jack and coke/pbr in your fist.
you crazy bitch. i love you and i miss you.

and to my friends that read this:
i love you. i never used to say it much, but i do.
i would do anything for you guys.

just please be good to one another. be safe and be curteous. life's too goddamn short to hate or hold grudges. it's just not worth it. live a good life, be a good person, and love with all your heart. take chances and live every day like it's your last because you never know what can happen.

please watch over those that need you and love you most.