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i hate when i get my hopes up and then nothing happens.
i hate being let down.
this is why i always take such a negative outlook on life - nothing ever seems to work out and then i get stuck in some sort of rut of misery.
i'm so bummed out.
i just want a decent job nearby where i will make more than i do at legal seafoods, not have to work all the fucking time, and not have to drive far.
instead i get stuck working all the time and being stressed beyond my own comprehension of it.
what the fuck why can't places just call me back, or even pick up their damn phones when i call.
i feel like the world hates me and wants me to fail.
i hate being let down.
this is why i always take such a negative outlook on life - nothing ever seems to work out and then i get stuck in some sort of rut of misery.
i'm so bummed out.
i just want a decent job nearby where i will make more than i do at legal seafoods, not have to work all the fucking time, and not have to drive far.
instead i get stuck working all the time and being stressed beyond my own comprehension of it.
what the fuck why can't places just call me back, or even pick up their damn phones when i call.
i feel like the world hates me and wants me to fail.