Nausea
yesterday was gizzy's birthday. love you gizzy. my ankle, and wrists ache,
and i am having issues getting around to all the stuff i have to do today. birthday parties, birthday presents, a concert, and my dear sonya is coming to stay for a little while. i just found out that i'm staying with willow for 3 weeks this fall, and that'll re-arrange things a bit, but it should be good.
Bikram made me nauseous this morning. it might have been because my body was so full of toxins from friday. I had a lot of fun this weekend, i saw keith, adam, and susannah, and met tons of new people. i played psychologist, sang a lot, laughed, snuggled, bonded, and spun in circles under a gray sky until everything became a blurr of trees, sky, fire, thoughts, emotions, and the people walking slowly towards me through it all. they caught me and i fell, i fell and they caught me, and as my eyes re-focused i saw tears on one girls cheeks. what followed was sad stories and so much frusteration... and after we talked it all over we ran laps around the field, and when she stumbled to a standstill we went back to the fire and watched people sing, wood burn, evolution, and the night.
i won half a long trail on a bet that adam and susannah would hook up, but it got drunk, drank? (and not by me) during all the debating and discussing.
that night i slept for about an hour, but it was a delicious hour. keith snuggled me just like he used to and somehow for that little bit of time i was more comfortable and slept more sweetly then i have in a long time.
saturday morning keith and i dragged adam out of his nest, and away from his hot babe, and i got home by 8:00 AM. slept until 2, babysat until 10, slept again.
so after that slightly pointless rant, off i go to see what i can do with this day.
and i am having issues getting around to all the stuff i have to do today. birthday parties, birthday presents, a concert, and my dear sonya is coming to stay for a little while. i just found out that i'm staying with willow for 3 weeks this fall, and that'll re-arrange things a bit, but it should be good.
Bikram made me nauseous this morning. it might have been because my body was so full of toxins from friday. I had a lot of fun this weekend, i saw keith, adam, and susannah, and met tons of new people. i played psychologist, sang a lot, laughed, snuggled, bonded, and spun in circles under a gray sky until everything became a blurr of trees, sky, fire, thoughts, emotions, and the people walking slowly towards me through it all. they caught me and i fell, i fell and they caught me, and as my eyes re-focused i saw tears on one girls cheeks. what followed was sad stories and so much frusteration... and after we talked it all over we ran laps around the field, and when she stumbled to a standstill we went back to the fire and watched people sing, wood burn, evolution, and the night.
i won half a long trail on a bet that adam and susannah would hook up, but it got drunk, drank? (and not by me) during all the debating and discussing.
that night i slept for about an hour, but it was a delicious hour. keith snuggled me just like he used to and somehow for that little bit of time i was more comfortable and slept more sweetly then i have in a long time.
saturday morning keith and i dragged adam out of his nest, and away from his hot babe, and i got home by 8:00 AM. slept until 2, babysat until 10, slept again.
so after that slightly pointless rant, off i go to see what i can do with this day.