Jul 15, 2005 01:19
YOU KNOW, I'M DOING IT AGAIN. WRITING IN CAPS. WHAT THE HELL.
I'M NOT REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW. NOT AT ALL, ACTUALLY. I COULD RANT ABOUT IT AND SOUND LIKE AN ANGSTY 13 YEAR OLD, BUT I WONT. I NEVER GOT TO BE A MESSED UP 13, I WAS A HAPPY AND CONFIDENT 13. NOW WHEN EVERYTHIGN IS ROCKING FOR THE OTHER NORMAL 19S... LIFE FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND NOW IT'S MY TURN TO WRITE IMMATURE BULLSHIT DEPRESSION PATHETICNESS IN MY livejournal. NO WAIT, I SAID I WOULDN'T DO THAT.
I TRIED TO GET A JOB TODAY. I REALLY DID. A CRAPPY ONE EVEN, "PLANTWORKER" AT LONGWIND FARM. YEAH! BUT I WAS EXCITED ABOUT IT & THEY WOULD HAVE HIRED ME ON THE SPOT EXCEPT I HAVE TO LEAVE IN THE END OF OCTOBER. I MEAN, FOR A SECOND THERE I CONSIDERED ABANDONING MASSAGE SCHOOL FOR THE CRAPPY $8/HR. TOMATO FARM JOB, I NEED SOMETHING TO DO THAT BADLY.
YEP, DAT'S FO CERTAIN. I FOUND MYSELF SPEAKING ITALIAN TO A RASPBERRY BUSH TODAY. YEAH, WHATEVER MAN.
I BIKED A LOT TODAY. TO KARINAS HOUSE, THE LONG WAY AROUND. HAH, THEN I WAS USELESS FOR THE REST OF THE EVENING.
I LOVE EVERYONE. NO REALLY. ALL YOU OLD HULBERT BUDDIES, LOCAL BUDDIES, GEEK BUDDIES, BUDDIES FROM MY PAST, BUDDIES AND LOVIES AND LOVELIES AND FAR AWAY HUNEYS, I'M MISSIN' YOU SOMETHIN' AWFUL AND LOVIN' YOU LOTS RIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENT.