I did a morally questionable thing last night
I went to a flat party with some friends on my course and got way too drunk way too fast. Theres really nothing unusual about that but its what I did while I was drunk that was pretty bad.
I kissed and told. Its not something I make a habit of doing but Im still reeling from the relative humiliation of rejection and I told my friends about something that (almost) happened between me and one of the other guys on our course, and how he was incapable I guess is the best way to put it. It was a terrible thing for me to do in the first place but the reason I feel so guilty is because I don't actually feel bad about it.
I kissed and told. Its not something I make a habit of doing but Im still reeling from the relative humiliation of rejection and I told my friends about something that (almost) happened between me and one of the other guys on our course, and how he was incapable I guess is the best way to put it. It was a terrible thing for me to do in the first place but the reason I feel so guilty is because I don't actually feel bad about it.