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ten glorious days in the ville. gosh it was great. although two of those days were very scary and im still awaiting the results of those days...i guess we will see. im trying not to worry and have faith.
greys anatomy was so amazing tonight.
on another note i did the worst thing alive. i no called no showed on spring break (for many reasons that which i will not spill out onto lj, they were valid i assure you) anyway no called to my job which i really liked and needed and to my boss, whom i actually really liked as well. i feel like i screwed over my friends and did the most horrible professional thing ever. i suck. i feel like i should be punched. thats really the only logical punishment i see fit. i just cant believe i would do something like that. never in my life have i done something so selfish and rash and ridiculous. i feel like giant crap. im an awful person for doing that.
needless to say i dont have a job which in a surreal way feels horrible but liberating. the gift of time i have been given! yay! but ...like i said...at the expense of the sunglass hut.
I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW! im so mean! ahhhhh!
anyway...schools beginning again this week. boo to that. test on tues...havent studied. dont care. wish mike would win a fat tourney so we could live at home in the ville:(
his fam is so funny. its ridiculous. his mom is nagging him about his shoes being dirty and mikes goes "I licked them clean!" and his dad says "Well that makes em dirty then"...and i know that doenst sound hilarious but of course, it was coming from an old business man sitting in his recliner and looking up from his laptop...seriously...such a funny family. and AND oh wait! they are my family now too! i win! ha!
greys anatomy was so amazing tonight.
on another note i did the worst thing alive. i no called no showed on spring break (for many reasons that which i will not spill out onto lj, they were valid i assure you) anyway no called to my job which i really liked and needed and to my boss, whom i actually really liked as well. i feel like i screwed over my friends and did the most horrible professional thing ever. i suck. i feel like i should be punched. thats really the only logical punishment i see fit. i just cant believe i would do something like that. never in my life have i done something so selfish and rash and ridiculous. i feel like giant crap. im an awful person for doing that.
needless to say i dont have a job which in a surreal way feels horrible but liberating. the gift of time i have been given! yay! but ...like i said...at the expense of the sunglass hut.
I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW! im so mean! ahhhhh!
anyway...schools beginning again this week. boo to that. test on tues...havent studied. dont care. wish mike would win a fat tourney so we could live at home in the ville:(
his fam is so funny. its ridiculous. his mom is nagging him about his shoes being dirty and mikes goes "I licked them clean!" and his dad says "Well that makes em dirty then"...and i know that doenst sound hilarious but of course, it was coming from an old business man sitting in his recliner and looking up from his laptop...seriously...such a funny family. and AND oh wait! they are my family now too! i win! ha!