Now the years are rolling by me, they are rocking evenly
The last couple of days have been kind of rough for me.
My hamster Ryuzaki died. She was the one that gave birth to all of the babies I have now. She was almost two years old. I'm not sure what was wrong with her, I found her sleeping in her next, just dead. It makes me sad, because it seems like just yesterday that she was still nursing all the little children....that was a happy time in my life too. Sigh.
I have to bury her outside in my garden, next to my two other hamsters. I think I'll bury all of her children there too. But I don't think I'll have any more hamsters after they are gone. It's just too sad for me to watch them get old and die so quickly...
And then, this morning, my car died out. It's been having trouble for a while. I'm scared to think of it, but it's probably the transmission going out. And that is way to damn expensive for me to fix right now. I'll probably get rid of the car. My mom said I can use her car until I can get a new one, but that will probably take about four or five months. I've got to get some more together for a down payment. The only good thing about this is that it will get me jumpstarted to get a new car, which I really have needed to do for a year or more, but I just keep putting it off. I don't want car payments again damnit! But I do admit that it will be really nice to have a new stylin mx5....cotton candy pink....lol it's one of the things that's motivating me to stay postive about the situation right now.
Sorry to be a complainer! Hopefully next year I'll be in a position where I won't have to complain about monetary issues. The prospects I have right now are seeming very good, so I'll try not to worry!!
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