12 days.
I watched Death Note, the Japanese film version 2day .. Thats a cool movie. Emily was talking about death note ages ago.
Made me think of her, i must call her again soon ..
Probably when Kinnear goes to NZ.. in 12 days.
He is living with me now.
The new place he and his roommate was goin to move into, was soo bad.
I mean seriously horrible. No security, the stairs in the place were not wider than a foot and a half, the window in kins room was nailed shut.
He was like "i wanna stay with u "...
After talkin about how he would get to work for his last week .. and saying how he would have to live with my dad and my mum ... and my sister. Aswell as me .. sleeping on my floor and such.
He still liked that idea better than the place in Woolloomooloo.
So he is living with me ... his last day of work was 2day.
We leave for Perth next week. Then 2 days after we come back, he leaves for NZ.
12 days till he leaves.
Then ... its just me and my friends ..
and work .. blah
I hate it. Im over retail. Its soo quiet at work, im bored and not really enjoying it anymore.
It could just be because its such a slow period. Or because of everything thats goin on.
I dont know.
Im just all mixed up and i dont really know how i feel .. or what i want to do. Or whats goin on.
Im annoyed at everything, i hate my job. I talk to ppl but it feels like im not saying anything.
Everything, im just... kinda not in control i guess. Or thats how i feel.
Im trying to get all my plans back on track around the new stuff thats goin on. But it all has to wait.
Wait for this .. cant do it until this happens .. Have to do this b4 i can do that.
Have to check this... Blah .. when im stuck here for 4 months.
Its like i cant wait to go and its goin to kill me that i have to wait 4 months .. but at the same time im not even sure im happy about goin ..
I dunno im so confused about everything.
Made me think of her, i must call her again soon ..
Probably when Kinnear goes to NZ.. in 12 days.
He is living with me now.
The new place he and his roommate was goin to move into, was soo bad.
I mean seriously horrible. No security, the stairs in the place were not wider than a foot and a half, the window in kins room was nailed shut.
He was like "i wanna stay with u "...
After talkin about how he would get to work for his last week .. and saying how he would have to live with my dad and my mum ... and my sister. Aswell as me .. sleeping on my floor and such.
He still liked that idea better than the place in Woolloomooloo.
So he is living with me ... his last day of work was 2day.
We leave for Perth next week. Then 2 days after we come back, he leaves for NZ.
12 days till he leaves.
Then ... its just me and my friends ..
and work .. blah
I hate it. Im over retail. Its soo quiet at work, im bored and not really enjoying it anymore.
It could just be because its such a slow period. Or because of everything thats goin on.
I dont know.
Im just all mixed up and i dont really know how i feel .. or what i want to do. Or whats goin on.
Im annoyed at everything, i hate my job. I talk to ppl but it feels like im not saying anything.
Everything, im just... kinda not in control i guess. Or thats how i feel.
Im trying to get all my plans back on track around the new stuff thats goin on. But it all has to wait.
Wait for this .. cant do it until this happens .. Have to do this b4 i can do that.
Have to check this... Blah .. when im stuck here for 4 months.
Its like i cant wait to go and its goin to kill me that i have to wait 4 months .. but at the same time im not even sure im happy about goin ..
I dunno im so confused about everything.