Back Again!
Ok so again its been a long time since posting...
whats new?
well ... my sister turned 25, had a huge party .. hired a room, limo!, decorations, foood.. lots of drinks. Was good fun.
I cut down hours at work, becoz i hate it there. Im so over it, i want to get started in my own massage business. As well as working on my acting, im not sure where thats goin at the moment but we will see.. Im doin a short acting course, next yr we will see. And right now id be happy to massage anywhere. I asked my chiro about working for him and at least he said if he needed me... he would.
Im having friend issues with cassie ... all this jealousy stuff and angry vibes. It was hurting me heaps.. Cassie was saying some really Fucked things to emily behind my back. I havnt as yet confronted cassie. Ive just layed low and stayed out or reach. Im still confused and upset about it. But we will seee.
Some time last yr i said i would never post in detail about another guy until i found one worth posting about. I FOUND ONE!
Its been nearly 8 months.. my longest and best relationship ever. Hes smart and funny, caring and sweet. Im really happy to have met him... And then gotten drunk at a friends party out in the city and stumbled upon him in bar ace! One thing led to another and now we are goin out. ^__^
Even though lately we have gotten into some heated discussions, we talked it all out and compromised... he says sorry and makes it better. We talked about physics and about christmas.. sounds funny i know .. but 2 things we are both passionate about in different ways. Im very open minded and i like all that spiritual stuff, always keeping in mind that there are some ppl out there who fake it and take advantage of ppl. And knowing that what they tell me isnt the be all and end all anyways.
Then christmas for me is just all fun and family nothing really religious related.
Where as Kinnear (my bf) thinks that about physics "only uneducated ppl believe in that shit" ... totally against all things physic and spiritual and super natural.
And christmas for him is sumthing of a cop out and is a false religious holiday/non biblical blah blah. His family does not do any holidays... of any kind! Doesnt give present for bdays either soo... it was a big talk .. but yehh all came good.
I can have my christmas tree and presents but christmas dinner is at my parents house without him .. soo that may be hard .. but dude we will see how things pan out in the future, when things like kids and such come into it .. if and when..
And as for the spiritual thing well .. i think we have agreed to disagree... im airy-fairy, open mined .. he is straight laced, facts only. but im allowed to be who i am .. and he is allowed to be the why he is ..
Im was very pleased with how things worked out .. and how he said sorry .. and the comments he made after all was said. He made up for things he shouldnt have said and didnt mean .. like saying i was uneducated...
So yeh now its all about my holiday with emily .. i cant wait .. im a lil scared about everything. but im very excited ...
soon it will be christmas and then my holiday and then my 21st and then my one yr with Kinnear (hehe that rhymed)... and yehh hopfully everything will work itself all out ...
now im way tired..
whats new?
well ... my sister turned 25, had a huge party .. hired a room, limo!, decorations, foood.. lots of drinks. Was good fun.
I cut down hours at work, becoz i hate it there. Im so over it, i want to get started in my own massage business. As well as working on my acting, im not sure where thats goin at the moment but we will see.. Im doin a short acting course, next yr we will see. And right now id be happy to massage anywhere. I asked my chiro about working for him and at least he said if he needed me... he would.
Im having friend issues with cassie ... all this jealousy stuff and angry vibes. It was hurting me heaps.. Cassie was saying some really Fucked things to emily behind my back. I havnt as yet confronted cassie. Ive just layed low and stayed out or reach. Im still confused and upset about it. But we will seee.
Some time last yr i said i would never post in detail about another guy until i found one worth posting about. I FOUND ONE!
Its been nearly 8 months.. my longest and best relationship ever. Hes smart and funny, caring and sweet. Im really happy to have met him... And then gotten drunk at a friends party out in the city and stumbled upon him in bar ace! One thing led to another and now we are goin out. ^__^
Even though lately we have gotten into some heated discussions, we talked it all out and compromised... he says sorry and makes it better. We talked about physics and about christmas.. sounds funny i know .. but 2 things we are both passionate about in different ways. Im very open minded and i like all that spiritual stuff, always keeping in mind that there are some ppl out there who fake it and take advantage of ppl. And knowing that what they tell me isnt the be all and end all anyways.
Then christmas for me is just all fun and family nothing really religious related.
Where as Kinnear (my bf) thinks that about physics "only uneducated ppl believe in that shit" ... totally against all things physic and spiritual and super natural.
And christmas for him is sumthing of a cop out and is a false religious holiday/non biblical blah blah. His family does not do any holidays... of any kind! Doesnt give present for bdays either soo... it was a big talk .. but yehh all came good.
I can have my christmas tree and presents but christmas dinner is at my parents house without him .. soo that may be hard .. but dude we will see how things pan out in the future, when things like kids and such come into it .. if and when..
And as for the spiritual thing well .. i think we have agreed to disagree... im airy-fairy, open mined .. he is straight laced, facts only. but im allowed to be who i am .. and he is allowed to be the why he is ..
Im was very pleased with how things worked out .. and how he said sorry .. and the comments he made after all was said. He made up for things he shouldnt have said and didnt mean .. like saying i was uneducated...
So yeh now its all about my holiday with emily .. i cant wait .. im a lil scared about everything. but im very excited ...
soon it will be christmas and then my holiday and then my 21st and then my one yr with Kinnear (hehe that rhymed)... and yehh hopfully everything will work itself all out ...
now im way tired..