Lost
Again its been a long while since ive posted,... busy, busy, not enough hours in the day and all that. Pretty much just havnt been online at all lately. Ive lost all interest really, when im not workin or goin out, im reading. Right now its Memoirs of a Geisha, very very good book ... saw the movie thats good too!
Hmmm im having a week off work finally, many exciting things planned:
Sleeping.
Watching many dvds (thats if i get up from sleeping).
Nah, im goin to get an agent, and get sum more hours up so i can get my Ps gad damnit! And buying a car hopefullly!!! Sum shopping also at places other than ROSELANDS! Maybe catch a movie. Catch up with good friends even!! Try and find sum play books and monologue books and stuff.
Am waiting for Emy to give me a sigh that she go back ok ... so we can catch up and go for dinner at newtown thai! Katrinas beeen asking about her and i miss our talks .. and i miss sumone that loves horror as much as me .. sumone that loves gay men as much as me .. PS. am soo hating james (my gay man) right now. We hardly talk, havnt seen him in like a year. Its sad!
Im still feeling really lost, i know what i want but i just cant have it or get it. Im not a patient person so it makes things worse. And i dont have a lot of faith in ppl lately either.
I just, ... I dont know. *Sighs*
Same old me i guess....
Well im tired and ive hit the low point in my moood, so best be off ...
Hmmm im having a week off work finally, many exciting things planned:
Sleeping.
Watching many dvds (thats if i get up from sleeping).
Nah, im goin to get an agent, and get sum more hours up so i can get my Ps gad damnit! And buying a car hopefullly!!! Sum shopping also at places other than ROSELANDS! Maybe catch a movie. Catch up with good friends even!! Try and find sum play books and monologue books and stuff.
Am waiting for Emy to give me a sigh that she go back ok ... so we can catch up and go for dinner at newtown thai! Katrinas beeen asking about her and i miss our talks .. and i miss sumone that loves horror as much as me .. sumone that loves gay men as much as me .. PS. am soo hating james (my gay man) right now. We hardly talk, havnt seen him in like a year. Its sad!
Im still feeling really lost, i know what i want but i just cant have it or get it. Im not a patient person so it makes things worse. And i dont have a lot of faith in ppl lately either.
I just, ... I dont know. *Sighs*
Same old me i guess....
Well im tired and ive hit the low point in my moood, so best be off ...