Aug 08, 2005 00:35
I am spending the day with Noelle on Tuesday.
This will be the first time seeing her since the Ani concert in November.
The last time I saw her, we were making out furiously on a street corner and then I got into a cab and watched her fade away like some beautiful mirage.
That's when I knew that I could never have you.
I knew that before you did. Still, I'm the one who's stupid.
My Best Kiss Ever, that day in June that felt like a fairytale when we chased away the rain, dizzy giddy like a tilt-a-whirl going fast like my heartbeat. Holding hands and kissing in old book stores.
An indelible imprint seared into my heart.
Anyway, she has a boyfriend now so doubtful anything will happen, but I'm still kindof nervous that I will fall all over again and get all gross and vulnerable and sad.
But I had to see her before she leaves.
desire,
lyrics,
love