Today is better
So, so much better.
So I did the dreaded self-analysis.
And I didn't realise it until he left, but I've been really depressed. For reasons that are easily fixable. And I've just been ignoring my unhappiness and instead taking it out on Tim.
So now I'm fixing it.
We talked, and he wants things to go back to the way they were. I told him give me at least a month to get my head straight, and he said he thought that was a good idea.
So I've started the fixing bit of things, and you know what? Just the one or two odd things I've done so far? Have made all the difference in the world. I think today I was happier and more-light hearted than I have been in months.
I don't say this enough, but I love you all so, so much. If I could fly all across the world and come and hug every one of you, I would. (Or at least take you out for coffee. Some people might be a little wtf about having some stranger come hug them. ;) Thank you for being there for me when I'd convinced myself I didn't have any friends.
It's getting better. It really is.
eta: Will probably be picspam of teh new truck soon, because it is big and yellow and full of awesomeness. :P Errr, oh yes, by the way, I bought a new truck.
So I did the dreaded self-analysis.
And I didn't realise it until he left, but I've been really depressed. For reasons that are easily fixable. And I've just been ignoring my unhappiness and instead taking it out on Tim.
So now I'm fixing it.
We talked, and he wants things to go back to the way they were. I told him give me at least a month to get my head straight, and he said he thought that was a good idea.
So I've started the fixing bit of things, and you know what? Just the one or two odd things I've done so far? Have made all the difference in the world. I think today I was happier and more-light hearted than I have been in months.
I don't say this enough, but I love you all so, so much. If I could fly all across the world and come and hug every one of you, I would. (Or at least take you out for coffee. Some people might be a little wtf about having some stranger come hug them. ;) Thank you for being there for me when I'd convinced myself I didn't have any friends.
It's getting better. It really is.
eta: Will probably be picspam of teh new truck soon, because it is big and yellow and full of awesomeness. :P Errr, oh yes, by the way, I bought a new truck.