Sep 03, 2003 22:55
So uh, the past few days I've been exhausted and lazy. So I've been staying at home doing nothing. Tawnie slept over last night, we stayed in the living room all day watching BBC America.
All of THE sudden, Rebecca might not be able to go to Chicago. This upsets me. Very much.
And all of THE sudden, Mindy might be going to Sacramento so I might be able to see my Brian, but knowing my luck, something will happen. lol. gay.
I also found out that someone hasnt let go of something, and the extremes he is going to in order to find out what he wants, is really pissing me off. ugh.
I'm really bored tonight. tomorrow I have school and I really dont want to go. I just want this quarter to end. I want a new start. I feel weird at my school. I'm not saying I don't like anyone, but I just feel.....like for once in my life I feel like a loner. There's no time that I can actually make friends. I go to class, during my break I'm on the phone or in the library. Then I go straight home. I never hang out there long enough to talk.
p.s. I miss Rachel.Rachel....too busy to step away from the prescriptives cosmetics counter to say "hey venus!"
And I miss my Brian too. Brian! woman, Im gonna sock you! "look at me I'm Brian, nowhere to be found!" well you know what? My legs are ultra soft at the moment, and you could be here....but no. Mindy is rubbing and caressing them instead. lol.
ya. I'm still bored. someone call me.