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hehehe... Jason called me today from Penn. and it was a very nice conversation, today I also got rid of a bunch of dead gay "flowers" if thats what you wanna call them, and rearranged Jasons pretty ones into the shape of a heart on my wall, soooo cute! I'm done with school, and can't wait for Jasons call tomorrow, and the next time he leaves to go to work, I'm going with him, we discussed that today on the phone, he wanted me to go with him where he is now but I couldn't at the time...my parents are flat ass broke and selling the house, they're moving to colorado and tonys moving in with megan, while I move to Kalama with Jason, so it all works out now...dads trying to get me a job as a warehouse clerk, dunno whats gonna happen...gonna go and apply at fat daves again tomorrow morning cause Debbie told me to (waitress Christa and I love) so twis' shall be fun...
hmmm...all I can think about is Jason and how perfect he is for me, ::sigh:: sooooo fucking happy, writing him everyday and he's writing me everyday...I wanna see his letters, yay I love actual mail...especially from him, I love everything about him...he is the first and only guy I have these feelings for...I never had 'em before, they're great, I feel unstoppable, so alive, so new, so not used....awww I'm falling hard for him, and it's great cause he says hes falling even harder for me...it's finally a puzzle with all the right pieces in my life!
I wanna be with him right now so bad, I miss him so much...today on the phone we couldn't hang up on each other, it was cute, I didn't wanna not hear his voice, it's sexy and makes me just melt, then again everything about him makes me just wanna melt...I just feel like screaming out of happiness, AHHH!
Christa and I made a bet today @ Fat Daves, and I won, you owe me 5 bucks sucker :-P you don't have to though, it's coo...just let me rub it in your face for a couple more days and we can call it even...we debated about it for a while too ...ha good times.
well off to go sleep and have wonderful dreams again, SCORE!
hmmm...all I can think about is Jason and how perfect he is for me, ::sigh:: sooooo fucking happy, writing him everyday and he's writing me everyday...I wanna see his letters, yay I love actual mail...especially from him, I love everything about him...he is the first and only guy I have these feelings for...I never had 'em before, they're great, I feel unstoppable, so alive, so new, so not used....awww I'm falling hard for him, and it's great cause he says hes falling even harder for me...it's finally a puzzle with all the right pieces in my life!
I wanna be with him right now so bad, I miss him so much...today on the phone we couldn't hang up on each other, it was cute, I didn't wanna not hear his voice, it's sexy and makes me just melt, then again everything about him makes me just wanna melt...I just feel like screaming out of happiness, AHHH!
Christa and I made a bet today @ Fat Daves, and I won, you owe me 5 bucks sucker :-P you don't have to though, it's coo...just let me rub it in your face for a couple more days and we can call it even...we debated about it for a while too ...ha good times.
well off to go sleep and have wonderful dreams again, SCORE!