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Funny, I'm actually pretty calm about Amber. Crazy- huh? No seriously, I'm usually pretty crushing on people straight away- not her though. That's not to say that I don't like her, I really like her, but it's more that I'm probably more realistic about her. Our relationship is just starting and I think we have a lot potential but no guarantees as of yet. We just haven't been together long enough for things to be way crazy serious. We both have similar goals, we both get along pretty well, we both enjoy eachother and want to try a relationship and that's awesome. You know.. I really love the way she looks at me. Like I've been crushing mad on all these people who don't like me left and right I kinda forgot how someone looks at you when they actually like you. It's like- oh yeah that's what that's like I kinda forgot. I can't wait to see her again. Last night we snuggled with her cats and watched "a town called panic," it was pretty awesome. When we go out to eat she helps me with the menu. I'm not exactly sure why as of yet but I kinda think that's actually a little hot. I was worried that we'd both be too passive for eachother but I'm re thinking all of that and actually think it might be kinda silly. She takes the lead of somethings and then some other things I think I take the lead of. Sometimes we're kinda like chipmunks (no you first- no you- no you first, that sort of thing) but I think that might be fading. All in all she's pretty awesome.