On Thursday night Larissa and I had a heart to heart. There were a few things that she did that were really annoying me and she started talking to me so it was the perfect time to talk to her. I didn't want to just bring up how I was feeling randomly because I didn't want to cause unnecessary drama. But because she initiated the conversation it was the perfect time. I was brutally honest with her and said all of the things that had been bothering me. After we were done I felt soooo much better! :D I felt like a weight had been lifted off of me! Larissa really is my best friend, but when I get annoyed I bottle it inside sometimes until eveeeerything the person does starts bothering me. I felt bad that this is what was happening with my best friend, but it couldn't be helped. I feel so much better now, though, and I'm gonna try to be more honest and real with her from now on. :') <3
Yesterday was a busy day! Larissa and I decided to hang out. :D We haven't actually hung out just the two of us in a really long time. Usually it's been in groups, and plus she wasn't really my ~favorite person for a while there so I guess that added to it. So anyway first we went to my house and watched some videos on my computer, and then we drove down to the Tanger Outlets. I really don't like shopping at all but she wanted to get out of the house and I just wanted to hang out in general which is why we did it. We had fun~ I actually bought something with my monies! I got this qt necklace with a strawberry on it. :') It's adorable. I've been wearing a lot of necklaces lately so I'm glad I got a new one. Plus it's red! I needed a red necklace, haha. I really like matching and when I wear black and red I have no necklaces to match. :( So now I do! Yay! After that we went to the mall and wandered around which got me sooo hungry because of all the yummy smells from the food court. So we decided to go to Friendly's for dinner! \o/ I was so hungry that I ate everything in sight. And we had dessert too. :9 Yummy ice cream! Omnomnomnom. Then we went back to her house and watched some more stuff. Basically just Adam stuff. xD; But yeah, it was a lot of fun and we got along great. <3 I'm glad everything is great between us again. :') She's the greatest friend I've ever had and I didn't want to ruin things with her. I'm also proud of her because she was the one doing all the driving. She's the weakest driver out of all my friends so I'm still nervous when I get into the car with her. She did perfect this time, though! No mistakes!!
Speaking of driving my dad is off in two weeks. He said that during his vacation he's gonna take me down to motor vehicle to get the things I need so I could take my permit test. Uh oh. :/ I'm still not ready to drive... Idk. I still don't feel ready. But I know I have to learn eventually. I guess getting my permit is harmless. I could just have it just to have it, that doesn't mean I need to drive right away. I could still take my time learning. So I guess that's okay.
Btw I want everyone to please keep
x_ifuseekamy, her family, and her father in their prayers. I love you, bb, and I'm sending you lots of good thoughts and karma your way!! <3333