Nightmares, mood themes and angst; oh my!!
I WILL update this regularly. I will, I will! :'D *cue motivational music here*
It turns out that there's no way to just steal my Shou mood theme from x_candii_kiss_x...and if there is I don't know how. :[ I found out how to get all of the URL's for the pictures from the admin console, which is a help because now I could actually just save all of the pictures and get them on here WITHOUT going to the folder on my old computer but baaah!! Still so much work!! Dx I recall that it didn't take AS much time as I thought it would when I was uploading them on my old username, but yeah...I'm sure it's still no fun. :[ I mean, really~~ Whatevs. I think I'll just suck it up and do it. I MISS SHOU'S FACE. DD: I maaaay have time today so I could possibly do it today!! We'll see. If anything at least I changed those fugly dinosaur/dragons. xD I have weird anime faces now so I could feel like a weeabo. C: How terrific!
I had a bunch of nightmares last night. :< They were scaaaary. Well the first dream I had wasn't a nightmare, just about Kris Allen being gay. xDDD In my dream I was watching a video of the Idols going to a new hotel in their next state, and Kris walked off the plane wearing booty shorts, his pink&blue checkered shirt totally opened (which he already does. :D), and a sweatshirt that had kitty ears on the hood and a big rainbow in the back. xDDD; And in my dream I was just like; "KRIS!! WTF! YOU FAG!!" It was great fun. :3 <3 But then my dream changed and the next one wasn't very fun. D; I dreamt that I was getting out of the shower and I felt something hanging from my vagjayjay. I was all "OMGWTF DO I HAS PENIS?!" and when I looked down my uterus was falling through my vagina and I had to push it back in and then rush to call 911. x__x; Ever since I found out that could actually HAPPEN, i've been terrified of it happening to me. xD;; I'd definitely have a heart attack if I saw my uterus falling out of my vagina IRL. Just sayin'. Then I woke up because of my fucking phone. Dx But it was probably a good thing this time because I didn't really want that dream. I fell back asleep afterwards and I had a THIRD nightmare where I was sleeping over Larissa's and she was being mean to meee. :[ Seriously she did one mean thing after another! I hope it's not foreshadowing because I'm sleeping over her house today. D: LARISSAAAA!! BE NICE TO ME PLZKTHNX!!! DDD:
I'm also veeery proud of my mom! She remembered to tell my dad that I was sleeping over Larissa's today!! :DD Which is good because when I have to tell him he fights with me. :[ I'm not scared of fighting with him because I do practically everyday anyway and it's just whateeeevs, but it's still not much fun. But she told him, I reminded him, and it's all good!! Let's just hope he's respectful for once and comes home from his errands at a decent hour to drive me! :D He probably won't be, but I can hope~! But yeah, I'm just glad that I avoided one fight. I already semi-fought with my mom last night about just sleeping over Larissa's. Dx She gets angry whenever I want to do something, IDK. She's nice until I have plans with friends!! She never believes that I was invited, and makes me sound like a terrible person by saying I invite myself and that nobody really wants me over, they just invite me because they feel bad. .__.; It's horrible. I'm already a paranoid fuck so I assume that people invite me over because they pity me because I'm totally convinced that no one could ACTUALLY like me and enjoy my company, and my mom just feeds on that. I don't even know why, but I hate it. :/ That's why it takes me until the last second to ask her if I could go somewhere or do something. I'm just so scared of fighting!! D: Speaking of, I still have to ask her if I could go to Lexie's party on Saturday... I don't even know if she'll say yes now because I won't see her until Friday. I'll have to lie and say that Lexie texted me because I totally forgot. I want to goooo! ;~; I miss my friends. The last friend I saw was Nick because he was the last person I hung out with before vacation. Then I was away, and I was just anti-social this week. I miss everyone. DD: I hate being away from themmmm. Godddd, I'm so scared for September. x.x;
I'm gonna go off on a tanget so I'll end the angst there. C: In happier news when I go over Larissa's we're gonna see Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!! This will be the second time I see it, but it won't be shitty like the first time I saw it upstate. :D No one to ruin it for me!! I'm so excited, though. I LOVED that movie, I thought it was amazing even though I stiiiiiill was to run a knife through Harry's neck. :] It ALMOST made me want to try reading book 5 again, but then I remembered my desire to run a knife through Harry's neck so I think it'll be impossible. xD; I AM reading again, though, so we'll see about going back to Harry Potter. I'M JUST SO EXCITED, THOUGH! <3 <3 I'M GONNA SEE MY RON BB. RUPERT GRINT GOT HOT IN THIS MOVIE, YO. I LOVED HIM SINCE THE BEGINNING BECAUSE I LOVE RON AND HIS ACTOR IS ADORABLE-Y PERFECT, BUT IN HBP!? I WANT TO SECKS HIM EVERYWHERE.
I think it was David Archuleta that inspired me to return to LiveJorurnal. xDD He blogs, both writen and video and in one of his written blogs he talked about how everyone should try to write in a journal everyday. Because even if your life doesn't seem exciting it's good to get everything out and it's funny to go back and read what you wrote later on. 8'D Oh Archie~~ He's so inspirational, that Rainbow. <3 IF THAT KID EVER GIVES UP ON SINGING HE SHOULD BECOME A MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKER. SRSLY.
It turns out that there's no way to just steal my Shou mood theme from x_candii_kiss_x...and if there is I don't know how. :[ I found out how to get all of the URL's for the pictures from the admin console, which is a help because now I could actually just save all of the pictures and get them on here WITHOUT going to the folder on my old computer but baaah!! Still so much work!! Dx I recall that it didn't take AS much time as I thought it would when I was uploading them on my old username, but yeah...I'm sure it's still no fun. :[ I mean, really~~ Whatevs. I think I'll just suck it up and do it. I MISS SHOU'S FACE. DD: I maaaay have time today so I could possibly do it today!! We'll see. If anything at least I changed those fugly dinosaur/dragons. xD I have weird anime faces now so I could feel like a weeabo. C: How terrific!
I had a bunch of nightmares last night. :< They were scaaaary. Well the first dream I had wasn't a nightmare, just about Kris Allen being gay. xDDD In my dream I was watching a video of the Idols going to a new hotel in their next state, and Kris walked off the plane wearing booty shorts, his pink&blue checkered shirt totally opened (which he already does. :D), and a sweatshirt that had kitty ears on the hood and a big rainbow in the back. xDDD; And in my dream I was just like; "KRIS!! WTF! YOU FAG!!" It was great fun. :3 <3 But then my dream changed and the next one wasn't very fun. D; I dreamt that I was getting out of the shower and I felt something hanging from my vagjayjay. I was all "OMGWTF DO I HAS PENIS?!" and when I looked down my uterus was falling through my vagina and I had to push it back in and then rush to call 911. x__x; Ever since I found out that could actually HAPPEN, i've been terrified of it happening to me. xD;; I'd definitely have a heart attack if I saw my uterus falling out of my vagina IRL. Just sayin'. Then I woke up because of my fucking phone. Dx But it was probably a good thing this time because I didn't really want that dream. I fell back asleep afterwards and I had a THIRD nightmare where I was sleeping over Larissa's and she was being mean to meee. :[ Seriously she did one mean thing after another! I hope it's not foreshadowing because I'm sleeping over her house today. D: LARISSAAAA!! BE NICE TO ME PLZKTHNX!!! DDD:
I'm also veeery proud of my mom! She remembered to tell my dad that I was sleeping over Larissa's today!! :DD Which is good because when I have to tell him he fights with me. :[ I'm not scared of fighting with him because I do practically everyday anyway and it's just whateeeevs, but it's still not much fun. But she told him, I reminded him, and it's all good!! Let's just hope he's respectful for once and comes home from his errands at a decent hour to drive me! :D He probably won't be, but I can hope~! But yeah, I'm just glad that I avoided one fight. I already semi-fought with my mom last night about just sleeping over Larissa's. Dx She gets angry whenever I want to do something, IDK. She's nice until I have plans with friends!! She never believes that I was invited, and makes me sound like a terrible person by saying I invite myself and that nobody really wants me over, they just invite me because they feel bad. .__.; It's horrible. I'm already a paranoid fuck so I assume that people invite me over because they pity me because I'm totally convinced that no one could ACTUALLY like me and enjoy my company, and my mom just feeds on that. I don't even know why, but I hate it. :/ That's why it takes me until the last second to ask her if I could go somewhere or do something. I'm just so scared of fighting!! D: Speaking of, I still have to ask her if I could go to Lexie's party on Saturday... I don't even know if she'll say yes now because I won't see her until Friday. I'll have to lie and say that Lexie texted me because I totally forgot. I want to goooo! ;~; I miss my friends. The last friend I saw was Nick because he was the last person I hung out with before vacation. Then I was away, and I was just anti-social this week. I miss everyone. DD: I hate being away from themmmm. Godddd, I'm so scared for September. x.x;
I'm gonna go off on a tanget so I'll end the angst there. C: In happier news when I go over Larissa's we're gonna see Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!! This will be the second time I see it, but it won't be shitty like the first time I saw it upstate. :D No one to ruin it for me!! I'm so excited, though. I LOVED that movie, I thought it was amazing even though I stiiiiiill was to run a knife through Harry's neck. :] It ALMOST made me want to try reading book 5 again, but then I remembered my desire to run a knife through Harry's neck so I think it'll be impossible. xD; I AM reading again, though, so we'll see about going back to Harry Potter. I'M JUST SO EXCITED, THOUGH! <3 <3 I'M GONNA SEE MY RON BB. RUPERT GRINT GOT HOT IN THIS MOVIE, YO. I LOVED HIM SINCE THE BEGINNING BECAUSE I LOVE RON AND HIS ACTOR IS ADORABLE-Y PERFECT, BUT IN HBP!? I WANT TO SECKS HIM EVERYWHERE.
I think it was David Archuleta that inspired me to return to LiveJorurnal. xDD He blogs, both writen and video and in one of his written blogs he talked about how everyone should try to write in a journal everyday. Because even if your life doesn't seem exciting it's good to get everything out and it's funny to go back and read what you wrote later on. 8'D Oh Archie~~ He's so inspirational, that Rainbow. <3 IF THAT KID EVER GIVES UP ON SINGING HE SHOULD BECOME A MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKER. SRSLY.