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yesturday was quit the odd day. first off we found caity's perfect sweet 16 dress that her and her mother are goin to pick up today. i was supposed to gowith them, but ill get to that eventually. after that we hung out at tims house for a wile with his sister caity and jackie, ryan and sean. we just chilled on the pourch in the back wile sean played guitar and i ate yet another pint of coffee ice cream. than i SLEPT over tims house. we all crashed in the trailer. i was really nervouse because i knew that there was a good chance that drew would come over since him and tim are always together. well, i was right. i didnt know what to expect, but all that happened was drew heard i was there and left...ouch. we finally all started to go to bed at about 2:30 in the morning. i kept waking up due to the fact that i was taller than the bed, so my feet hung off the edge. i noticed that everytime i woke up, my stomach seemed to be feeling worse and worse. maybe it was from the ice cream or a mix of things. by 7:30, i thought i was going to throw up all over the trailer. so i sat up told caity that i thought i wsa going to hurl and i went outside of the trailer. i didnt know if i would make it to the house, so i tried 2 find a bush or some shit. luckily i didnt hurl (though i got incredibly close). i walked back into the trailer and asked to borrow a cell phone so that i could call my mother to have her pick me up. i started to get my stuff together when my legs and hands began to shake. not like a sesure, but enouph for everyone to notice. caity ran into the house and got me a glass of water. wile exiting the trailer again (i almost fell out) i was shaking so bad that al the rings in the hat that i was holding fell out and all over the floor. luckily we found them all without much of a hassel. when i got home, i just slept. my mother called my work and told them that i would not be comming in. i am still really tierd. anyway, today is the day that drew told me to call him if i wish to continue talking to him. i really want to call him so that we can hopefully "try again later". i saw a picture of tim and him in the trailer. it was from their vacation in i think florida. that got me thinking about him and he was on my mind the whole night. i ws going to originally wait until the late evening to call him, but i dont think i can wait that long. i just want to talkto him again.