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today was a very slow day. i had church, went to work to check my schedual and than i went home. i called drew but unfortunatly we could not see eachother today :(. i than called alice and we hung out. i found out some mighty interesting news. alice was the one that tim cheated on me with. she said that she didnt know that me and him were going out because tim didnt tell her until like august. so thats at least one person i know he cheated on me with. right in the begining too. i hate him. i hate even more that he gets away with crap like this. so after i found out i called drew. i told him and than asked him if he knew about this before and just didnt tell me. he said that he had no idea about this. i feel really bad though. i called him right after i found out so i was still in shock and i might have sound a bit angry. i mean, i have no feelings for tim anymore but it must have sounded like i did with how mad i was. i hope drew doesnt think that i still like tim. so i called drew after we spoke and i got his answering machine. i left a message apologizing for being so pissed before and that i was just shocked. well that was a wile ago and he still ahsnt called me. so i called him up and he didnt answer. i left a message asking him to call me when he got it. he still hasnt called. i really hope that he isnt mad at me :(. i dont want him to be. ill call him tomorrow before work. if he doesnt answer me than..i will know that he is mad at me and wont pick up my number. we shall see..