Jan 25, 2012 13:12
Well.
I'm usually so damn good at keeping things under wraps, but Nor has a way of pestering until gut spillage happens. Kinda want to go beat my head on something every time I think about it.
Persistent bastard.
Still don't know why it fucking bothered me so much. I guess it's kind of because my dad just up and died on the field, there was nothing I could do about that but deal. I was there when Singebrow kicked it, saw him go, and there still wasn't a damn thing I could do. Felt like there should've been. If I'd been able to pull him faster, had some healing potions on me, something maybe I could've stopped it.
... guess I just don't like the idea of him dead. I mean, I'd be totally fine if he kicked me out tomorrow and stopped talking to me or whatever, but it's a hell of a lot more fun to be pissed at a living guy than a corpse, right.
Fuck my head.
smells like a relationship,
why do i care damnit,
why so serious,
confused rogue is confused,
awkward is contagious,
dramuhs,
he's dead jim,
ic