late night rondevous
i spelled that word up there really wrong
i dont care
im the biggest dumb ass i know
im j-lo of the dumb asses
do we remember everett?
ya, the one who basically told me i have no reason to live since im really really unwanted?
ya, that everett
i called him and said uh..something..
and he was here in 5 mins
lets just say that 45 minutes and a lot of NC-17 rated things later and im not any happier
and i knew i wouldnt be
so why did i call him?
im such a dumb ass
ew
i make me sick
its not even his fault this time
its mine
i did it to myself
why did i do that?
and why am i not hurt, i just find it fascinating?
im so numb
someone pinch me
oh wait, i wont feel it
ha
i made a funny
i hate myself
i dont care
im the biggest dumb ass i know
im j-lo of the dumb asses
do we remember everett?
ya, the one who basically told me i have no reason to live since im really really unwanted?
ya, that everett
i called him and said uh..something..
and he was here in 5 mins
lets just say that 45 minutes and a lot of NC-17 rated things later and im not any happier
and i knew i wouldnt be
so why did i call him?
im such a dumb ass
ew
i make me sick
its not even his fault this time
its mine
i did it to myself
why did i do that?
and why am i not hurt, i just find it fascinating?
im so numb
someone pinch me
oh wait, i wont feel it
ha
i made a funny
i hate myself