This thought came to me as sarah and I were driving to walmart..

[ginamelie]

I talked to my friend nathan today...as some of you know I use to date him, a couple weekends ago I went home and got to see him in for the first time in two years. I forgot how open I was around him, I realized this today in the car while riding with sarah. no 2, having random conversations (sarah no 2....sarah number one is rupert). he messaged me today and said... Hey how are you? Guess what? I was like huh? and he said I miss you. It was very sweet, because I mostly spend my days alone wondering if it will always be this way for a long period of day. It made me feel nice...and it made me realize and reflect oon our short time together. In this short time I was able to open up to him more than I believe any other person that I have ever tried to have a relationship with. I can be myself with him...the real ginny. the one i usually hide around others. The fake ginny is the one that is always goofy and happy and weeee! the real ginny is a dark mysterious person that I myself have not yet Fully discovered...but I get the feeling I am on my way to finding out. Everyday, I find something else about myself that seems to surprise me.

So who was who for Halloween?

I was a gothic fairy and my costume kicked ass