I want to know....

Aug 03, 2010 16:47

Aren't you all tired of reading about me? Of course you are, so I'm going to ask about all of you.

Where you been, what do you know, what you doin', who you doin, how do you feel?

It occurs to me I talk about myself a lot here, and that's fine, its MY journal, after all, but I'm working on my narcissism. *G*

In the years I've been on LiveJournal, I've changed nearly everything about myself, except unfortunately, my weight. LOL I think this journal has been a big part of that.

In writing about myself, my fictional writing and by reading about all of you here, I've transformed myself in many ways.

I think the most important transformation has been spiritual. Ack, now don't run! I'm not preachy, you all know that. (okay, I am, but I'm funny about it...)

But, so many of you are a part of that. I used to be afraid of anyone who believed differently than I did. I was taught that, but uncomfortable with it.
I was a homophobic closed minded self righteous twat 15 years ago. You would have all hated my guts. Hell, I hated my guts, I just didn't know it.

I was afraid of everything not ME and that fear was expressed as hate.

I'm better now, thanks. *G*

I don't know why it takes some people 40 years to grow up and evolve
(speak of the soul's evolution... my ass has evolved into it's own zip code over the years, a whole other form of um, growth), but it does and it's possible.

I guess I'm writing this to let you know there's hope for all those homophobic close minded self righteous twats out there.

Go forth and conquer, you lovely open minded evolved souls! Hey, it worked for me. You won one!

Peace, love and granola, people.

(Oh darn...it's about me! Oh well...still working on narcissism.)
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