my veins that you have weaved
words of prologue : Indonesian well-known proverb "there is always sky above a sky", so which is the highest sky? an unanswerable question.
ah, another long-awaited day has finally approached. the twelft grader will be facing the national examinations within four days. that explains, us, the tenth and eleventh grader will have a week plus two days full days off! do we have such great news! ehm, not for the seniors certainly. however, i'm wishing the best for all the seniors. by the way, i'm on eleventh grade. come to think about that, my estimated time left is only around a year. by God! that's quite short if you conceive about it more. that's just so dire. besides that, there's another ultimate thing to be sick worried about and that is college entrance examination. and i heard it gives no mercy. fuck that. how tough can Indonesia's high schools be! and if i contemplate it, well it weighed heavy on me.
if there is holiday, definitely there will be plan(s). some friends asked me to go to Bandung or just catch a movie and hang out together somewhere. that's fine. my father rather planned to go to Singapore. i doubt this. you can say i've had already some plans for the entire week. this sounds ridiculous but i want to study and exercise more. hah. i don't know, knowing that the seniors are all going to undergo a dreadful serious exams, i feel like i have to study too since i recall about my turn next year. and lately i got less exercise so i'd need to work out. swimming, cycling, just that. sure thing i'll do some other fun and who would want to waste this rare occassion over something boring? let us see if this will work. hopefully would.
i have a comic i haven't finished reading. i missed out like 30+ chapters. hell, there's no way i could finish it within only a week! plus, i read it online, that makes my eyes tired sooner. anyway, it's a good comic about friendship and very hilarious comedy. speaking of which, i have a practically new ambition. how do i put it, not really new. get to the point, i'm dreaming of making a graphic comic! i so darn want to living the dream but alas, lack of photoshop-ing skill. heck yeah i'll do my best! nothing could stand up against the power of courage! you just wait and see! not that i will publish it once it's done haha.
overall, today is quite great if i may say. i tried to forget the bad points of today and that just does it. holiday sure is a mood-booster, yet a savior. praise Allah. for tomorrow's schedule, huh i've been thinking about hibernating. that sounds good, doesn't it? i'm not a morning person, absolutely not. i'm a sleepyhead, i hate dawn, i hate alarm clock, i hate people who wake me up, i hate sunrise and deal with those give me the pain. i'll let you know that i'm a B blood type person, i'm a low blood pressure person. that explains why i awfully hate to wake up so early. you know, school takes our sleep time vastly, tires us easily which could occurs to health's patterns, sometimes gives us the stress or such, and.. i don't know, we've paid and this is all that we got. oh well, i don't want to babble more whining.
without further ado, i shall end today's entry. let us part here and wish you have such remarkable holiday, people. for seniors, may successfulness bestowed upon all of you. amen.