Jibberish!!
So I've come to the conclusion, that relationships are more trouble than they're worht right now!! I don't feel like dealing with the drama or the bullshit for awhile!!! It sucks, cuz I just want friends, and most guys want more than that!! But whatever they can thank what they want, just friends is all thats gonna happen. After Dan and my relationship has ended the way it did, I dont wanna go through more bullshit any time soon! I care about him a lot, but somewhere along the lines, it became more of a friendship than the relationship we were pretending to be in, well at least I was pretending. The whole situation sucks cuz Im left with only a few people to hang out with. All his friends said theyre still cool with me, but I cant do that to him, especially when we're not even speaking!! Ive made a couple new friends, which definitely helps!! I just hope him and I can both get over our pride and work it out at least enough so its not so awkward to be around each other, so we can at least both hang out with our friends!! On another note. I might be coming to Florida next week!!! I hope so!! I need to see my Chobee friends!!! I miss everybody!!!!!