sometimes words just cant explain.
Soo im just sitting here thinking about my birthday. Its kinda weird im sad about it in a way. Like when you turn 13 your like wow im a teenager, but now im gonna be fourteen and its like well yea im growing up. Leave it to good ol emotional gina to make somthing as happy and exciting as a birthday into a touching moment. its not the fact that im gonna be fourteen that scares me though its just thinking about how much has changed and how much me and everyone have grown up since last year.
Like i mean me, i was totally obsessed with this one kid..im not gonna mention any names even though everyone knows exactly who im talking about. but i donno i think about at this same exact time last year we were on the phone, me and him i mean, talking about how i was gonna be a teenager and how weird that was! i remember that like yesterday, and now i barely talk to him and i donno those feelings went away even though at the time i thought they never would.
i remember and love everything about last year.Like french last year with like everyone..and we would leave out notebooks wide open and madame lacome would never know we were cheating.or all the sleepovers and things before the dances! just little things mean the world to me when i look back on them now or even all the nights over here with jenny and dane,BUCKLE YOUR SEATBELTS ITS GONNA BE A BUMPY ROAD!!o god i love them. i love all of my girls, i just think about how blessed i am to have all of them. and i think about if i have never mett them how my life would be like now. i donno its very strange.
and then lene GOD i cant thank that girl anough she is honestly the only person who knows every feeling im feeling without me even knowing im feeling it! if that makes sense, what im trying to get at is she knows me better then anyone...maybe even better then i know myself, and i love her soo much for that! Im soo glad i have a best friend like her to go through everything with. Without her at school i honestly dont think anyone knows what i would be without. Shes my biggest supporter and i love her more then anyone could imagine.
I just feel all sad to think were all growing up, i hate looking back at the past because it makes me miss it, yet i hate looking forward because the future scares me even more. Its actually very confusing. Well im glad i got to let that all out. i love you all verry veryyy dearly!
Ill update when im fourteen!!eeeekkk scary
Like i mean me, i was totally obsessed with this one kid..im not gonna mention any names even though everyone knows exactly who im talking about. but i donno i think about at this same exact time last year we were on the phone, me and him i mean, talking about how i was gonna be a teenager and how weird that was! i remember that like yesterday, and now i barely talk to him and i donno those feelings went away even though at the time i thought they never would.
i remember and love everything about last year.Like french last year with like everyone..and we would leave out notebooks wide open and madame lacome would never know we were cheating.or all the sleepovers and things before the dances! just little things mean the world to me when i look back on them now or even all the nights over here with jenny and dane,BUCKLE YOUR SEATBELTS ITS GONNA BE A BUMPY ROAD!!o god i love them. i love all of my girls, i just think about how blessed i am to have all of them. and i think about if i have never mett them how my life would be like now. i donno its very strange.
and then lene GOD i cant thank that girl anough she is honestly the only person who knows every feeling im feeling without me even knowing im feeling it! if that makes sense, what im trying to get at is she knows me better then anyone...maybe even better then i know myself, and i love her soo much for that! Im soo glad i have a best friend like her to go through everything with. Without her at school i honestly dont think anyone knows what i would be without. Shes my biggest supporter and i love her more then anyone could imagine.
I just feel all sad to think were all growing up, i hate looking back at the past because it makes me miss it, yet i hate looking forward because the future scares me even more. Its actually very confusing. Well im glad i got to let that all out. i love you all verry veryyy dearly!
Ill update when im fourteen!!eeeekkk scary