i dont even know what to say anymore

[gina_diva]

so the bad shit keeps coming my way. my dad lost his job. he has been at the same job for 30 years now but they are getting rid of his entire department. he is getting a years full salary plus a 10000 dollar bonus but im scared that hes not gonna be able to find a job since hes 53 years old. ABC offered him a job at the station in indianapolis but my mom doesnt want to move. neither do i but if its the only thing he cn get i think he should take it.

this sucks

me and matt are no longer dating. surprisingly i dont care. i think i just have to much else to worry about to even care about he and i calling it quits. and its not that i didnt like him because i did... i liked him alot. its just that ive learned to not dwell. i mean its not like he ever did anything for me to miss. i deserve to be treated better than he treated me and respected more as well. im a smart generous kind hearted person and i shouldnt be treated like an arrogant inconvenient waste of space. im not mad at him or anything i even went out to eat with him after we broke up and we were talking and joking and i think id like to have him as a good friend.

i dont have much else to say sept for the fact that i have 2 days off and i plan on doing absolutly nothing and im damn excited about it