random thoughts that pop into my head...aka a really long blog
i'm in a weird time in my life where my feelings are all over the place and i no longer want to think...
i thought i had myself figured out, but the thing is im just learning about who I am and what kind of person i want to be... things since we graduated have changed which is scary, but in a way exciting.. i know i don't want to lose my friends that ive had these past four years...my loving and caring and always there for me friends who I will always count on...I dont want to go all out and crazy....sometimes I guess I just kinda want to go back to year of my life where I didn't feel the way I do right now...
summer at home is a curse because you tend to think a lot..about a lot of different things..and as we get older our eyes are more open and more perceptive to the world we live in...you start to notice that things that you thought were quote and quote "perfect"...aren't as much..and sometimes its hard..to face the bad to get the good..but its something we must do.....
the life and the path ahead I know will be challenging and I hope Im ready for it........but i guess:
every experience we have effects who we are
each person we meet effects how we think
my experiences with the people i know shape
me in some way...
and whether they were good or bad experiences i
won't regret a thing because i guess
im starting to like who i am
if this blog doesn't make sense...its not supposed to entirely bc i truly am just writing my thoughts down