Jul 06, 2005 00:19
Stewart and i just went and saw a really bad movie. it was called the perfect man. i wanted to see it though, because hilary duff is in it. bad decision. i'm not really in tune with the idea that women can only be happy if they have a man in their life. i'm not exactly against getting married and settling down, but i'm glad that i know i'm doing alright on my own, and i don't need anyone else in order to be happy. i mean, i wouldn't complain if life threw me a husband or something somewhere down the road, but i'm not going to dedicate myself to finding that person. i'm content with my family and my friends and myself. i can see myself 20 years down the road not being married, but being perfectly happy. and i can also see myself with a husband and kids, if that's how things are suppossed to be. it makes me angry that movies make it seem like women without husbands are sad and lonely. this movie in particular was about a woman who was miserable because she couldn't find "the one" and in her search for him, wound up in a series of failed relationships, and wound up, as a result, alone and miserable. i just don't understand why some people throw so much time away looking for another person to make their lives complete. it's like they don't even appreciate the things that they already have. i know it's cheesy, but i think that if something is meant to be, it'll happen, right?
on another note, yesterday was really fun, stewart and i went to the lake with my mom and dad and mark, and 6 of his friends. it was a little crowded, but i enjoyed myself nonetheless. we rode the seadoo and kayaked and went swimming. then we went and watched fireworks with brianna and daniel and kenneth. afterwards, stewart and i went to a party with daniel. we didn't stay long though because i was pretty tired. the day before that, i went and picked stewart up from douglasville and brought him back here. then we went to athens to visit rachel. it was a lot of driving, but it was worth it because i like having stewart here, and i always like seeing rach.
well. i should get to bed, as it is getting late and someone is already asleep in my bed, probably waiting to use the computer after a few long, painful hours watching a movie that he didn't even want to see in the first place.