It's not about keeping your promises,it's about following your heart
Well I talked to Rafo last night. He said he likes me etc..and we decided we are going to try the things out and go out. But I noticed he wasnt sure about it. Then i checked my email this morning and I had an email from my lovely hot boyfriend. And guess wut he told me- that he cant believe I like him that much because i have lots of guy friends. and he never thought I think so much about him and he goes- I think about you but not as much as u think about me..and when he thinks about me he thinks about his past and he sees me as someone he lost and could never have. And he's not sure about our relationship. which it make me think and now I regret it. I don't know if we should try to go out and see what happens. pretty much is like we're just friend with benefits which I dont like this. It make me think that he doesnt feels the same way..he just thinks im hot and that's it..I dunno I'm confused. omg I don't know what to do..Why is he the one I love?..it's not fair. I had him and then I lost him. I hope things work out, if it doesnt..I'll be heartbroken. I love Rafo so much..is just he doesnt loves me as I do. I feel horrible.